Once upon a time, I
was younger. But I wasn’t THAT young — after all, I had four small children –
how young could I be? We had moved clear across the country, and sometimes that made me sad. OK, truth be told, sometimes it STILL makes me sad, but that’s
another story.
Younger Me took
my kids to a lot of classes. One of those classes was swim lessons at an
outdoor pool about half an hour from our house. I loved these swimming lessons
with all my young mommy heart, because while the older three took lessons, my youngest could play in the little kiddy pool. At
ten o clock four days a week, six weeks a summer, you could find me soaking my
toes in that lovely kiddy pool water, while my youngest boy slid down the
frog’s tongue, or played in the water spurting from the whale’s spout.
I have this vision
of me, which is probably totally inaccurate, standing in that water, my hands
shielding my eyes from the sun’s glare. For just a moment, I’ve turned my back
on all four of my children, and I’m staring into the parking lot. That is the
moment when my very first story was conceived.
It was borne from
that bizarre time when my old home no longer felt like home, but my new home
didn’t always feel like home either. I missed my family and friends
desperately, and yet I knew if I moved back I would miss my new life just as
much. In a fit of melancholy, I took that feeling one step farther:
What if...a young wife
from a different world (in my more morbid moments, she was even a young mother)
got trapped in our world? What if there was no hope that she would ever make it
back to her husband? Would there ever be a point when she would feel like he
was dead and be able to start a life with someone else? And that moment, when I
was staring out at the parking lot, I was channeling my inner Jenny, imagining
the moment when she finally makes that choice, with tragic consequences.
It was the first and
only story I ever wrote with a pen and paper. The first sentence was “Jenny stood in the
kiddy pool.” It was figuring out what happened to get Jenny to our world that
created my first novel, Hidden Magic. Angst practically dripped from the page.
Oh my gosh, it was fun.
For the three or
four of you who have actually read Hidden Magic, I’ll set your mind at ease and
tell you that I have no plans to use that storyline when I write Hidden Magic’s
sequel.
But…you never know.
I think that is an awesome idea. I for one am glad you started writing, and that you found that kiddie pool.
ReplyDeleteAw, thanks Sheena!
ReplyDeleteIt's amazing to think how one little moment can take on such an amazing life, and turn into years of creative expression. Very cool.
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