Writing, to me, can become all about the details, the little
bits and pieces of technique that make up an impressive story. It's becoming a
common theme for me in this blog to step back and try to remind myself of the bigger
picture every once in a while. Like what MaryAnn talked about in her post, I
wonder if I have a life-changing story in me. How few books change the world,
anyway?
But there's a bigger question I had about my writing,
something that I didn't often think about because I was kind of scared of the
answer. It is, in a way, THE big question of life:
What does this all, the writing and the story telling, what
does it matter?
Well, after this week, I'm not quite so worried anymore.
Listening to it a second time tonight, I'm struck by how
great of an oral storyteller Elif is. Many of these podcasts can turn into
rambles. But her podcast is almost like a well constructed novel on its own,
with plot, character, place, and a sense of humor. And, like many really great stories, it has a
twist. In this case, it's the 1999 earthquake that killed thousands of people. The earthquake causes Elif to worry about the very question I posted above.
"I looked at the manuscript in my hands, you know? All of the sudden it seemed so small, so trivial. What difference did it make if I finished this chapter, whether I found the twist in the plot? ...It was something like a loss of faith… "To this day, it was one of the toughest dilemmas in my work: to have the faith, the belief, that stories matter, that words make a difference and connect us across the boundaries. And the sneaky suspicion that all art in vain in the face of larger, darker world events. Between this optimism and pessimism, my heart is a pendulum."
"And perhaps, at the end of the day, this is what we writers want to achieve with our stories:something to remain. A spontaneous bonding, a speck of empathy, and also, the possibility of change."
Wow. It wasn't the easy, unqualified answer. I love it all the more for that.
As I said at the start of this post, a world changing story
seems out of my reach. Thinking about it makes me dizzy and nervous. I love this answer much better, the idea that a story can make a human connection, the spontaneous bonding. The idea that I could write a story that could live in someone's memory, even for a little while.
It's not saving the world. But it's something almost as
important, in its own way. And that thought, that goal, it doesn't make me nervous
or insecure.
It makes me want to write.
I love this post, and it was so Beautifully written.
ReplyDeleteI love the quotes from Elif, so eloquent, especially the concept of "Spontaneous bonding" through literature.
Making human connections is very important to me. I think that is why the stories I love the most always seem to be about relationships of some kind.
Exactly! In some ways though, I think that can be very difficult - unlike some other aspects of writing, you can't decide to add human connection (though like you said, certain types of stories are more likely to encourage that feeling). But it's definitely something to strive for.
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I don't know how many times I've escaped into a book to take a breather from hard times, and find strength in those words. To be able to give something like that back to someone else would be amazing. Beautiful post.
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